The Eternal Jutari Empire

While it springs eternal and is good to have, it doesn’t always have much foundation supporting it.  The hope that I’d be more consistent updating this blog being a good example of that.

Really I have no one to blame but myself at this juncture.  Honestly, particularly the last month or two … I just don’t know, something about my mental setup has led to some serious self sabotage.  I just can’t seem to focus the way I need to be productive and its killing me both in work and play productivity.  I’m trying to fight it but damn if the drives fueling it aren’t strong.  I just wish I knew why I was being like this…